music and me

This song express exactly how I truly feel towards the person that I love the most, perhaps if I wasn't that young then and stupid and idiotically innocent with what is going on, and that having a person in your heart does not mean that you have an assurance that he will love you back as well...If only maybe someone told me to guard my passion then the way I am guarding it now these days perhaps my heart will always stay in tact and won't be broken so hard. whew!!! or at least not as bad. but that's life. and this song just the way I, my heart truly wanted this is what I really want, if ever he doesn't or didn't love me back just simply tell me I can easily let go than finding out he were with the arms of someone new. tell me right in front of my face. "hey! crazy bitch! I don't or I never love you at all.I found the one I love" isn't it so easy? short and concise then end of the story,isn't it just fine? right? unlike playing with your heart an innocent heart whose objection is to love and be loved whew!!!! and this I tell you a love that has been broken, pretty badly, a heart that truly love and a first time love when it is broken its really hard to mend, it is somewhat like having a soul with a missing spirit unless of course one didn't love truly then the word HURT isn't in their list of vocabularies anyway.and honestly after my heart was broken I never love again, ever again and untill now my heart still love the same man I love when I was 19 the man that I love the moment I first saw his eyes, my first and only and the last love that My heart still cherishing and for sure till my life is through, since then my heart is never been the same again, never Only him. My heart belongs to him forever till to this very moment, and till to the last beat of it and, perhaps I hurt a few along the way but, is that my fault? blame it to my heart for it never beat the way it did with the first man I laid my innocent eyes and heart on....simply love this song...